Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1915529-20140702204420/@comment-3547390-20140717191958

Thanks for the kind words. I still hate that it happens.

XD, yeah. I guess I can try to explain how I felt when I upload the videos. I guess you can still see what has happened up to this point. Of course, the last time I tried rendering my computer crashed, so I might not be done with my problems yet. I haven't had a migrane this bad in a while, this really is upsetting due to it being one of the most prominent parts.

XD, that is true. You probably will get a ton of humor out of those. That is if I don't rush and do something stupid again. I advise everyone to let me take it slow for the sake of the videos, I think I tend to get easily coaxed into continuing due to enjoying the series. Of course, except for the last 3 videos. I think my E3M7 commentary wasn't that good anyway, it wasn't very happy and I talked a lot about how stressing it was. But then I was enjoying myself with E3M8, part of the reason I wanted to continue and make up for the lackluster start. But instead we get neither.

Eh, no. The debacle didn't teach me anything as I had this problem back in Episode 1 and had fixed it. But then I had changed all my Quake directories around, deleted the old profiles, and accidentially changed the defaults. All for a source port I didn't even end up using. Then the whole crash thing has plagued Episode 3, though it was the worst in the missing video as I had played the entire level and just had to return to the exit. Other crashes just lost 10-20 minutes, not an entire hour.

Heh, if you listened to the people around me you would think I was a computer pro. That is why I apparently started the computer service buisness that nobody apparently wants. My skill involves knowing how to access the BIOS and how to follow a guide that says it will make it better only to destroy my computer. My skill involves not seeing checkboxes that say default in a list of options. My skill involves going on the computer without giving it a real break due to having no real life and the computer being one of the only things I do as the TV shows are mostly garbage. A pro wouldn't make all of these rookie mistakes :P!

As for the whole messing up my BIOS thing, the crash makes me wonder if I am out of the woods yet. I might have something that doesn't like when I maximize CPU power (I let it rest all night and today it hasn't been really on due to trying to take apart my computer 3 times).

What I learned is that I can't fix my CPU any more than I already had. I also learned not to listen to guides you find online and instead rely upon your own computer knowledge. Finally I learned I need a new CPU, but we knew that for a while now. New CPU, new headphones, new hard drive, new mouse... besides the mouse for $100, everything is running at least a $300 cost. Meanwhile I am failing to get my small buisiness off the ground and am barely getting any funds. Heh, I can't win.

I also advise Raadec to learn how to set up the server or have the patience to try and troubleshoot the problem. Raadec should know by now how easy it is for my computer to get blue screens and how it takes half an hour for my computer to work again (not even be stable).

I thank you for the response though. It definately makes me feel better, now I don't feel like giving up completely.