Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1496755-20180827202615/@comment-3547390-20190523233150

I hope you have a good rest, you probably won't be hanging around as much here based on how much you tend to do your own thing on vacations.

Well, that definitely sounds quite chaotically frustrating indeed. Yeah, my go-to tends to be Mediafire. Fast and reliable, no spam, just a quick download. Megaupload is pretty good as well beyond its limit that requires a subscription. As said, it is sort of a shame that I need to do this, since I can finance things. Say it is on Steam, I could purchase it. But the lack of motivation there is that I absolutely hate DRM, so even the Quake I got there proved pretty pointless. I am as staunch as you get with those sort of things, so it is something that just eventually gets to me too much to bother playing something like this. There is GoG or just buying physical copies for older titles, but of course many indie titles are download only, making it thus a lot harder. Did I mention I absolutely hate the way things are going? I miss the era of Quake, where you can play 23 year old shovelware and pretend it is 1996 all over again. Nowadays you either are force upgraded or stuck with a lot of dead links.

I am a rather weird case, but truthfully I feel I wouldn't be so focused on adult titles if not for my Youtube videos. This mindset of "trying to cover everything in blind playthroughs" can make it difficult, but as said I have found a good workaround albeit one that would definitely hold stigma with the wrong individuals. It sounds insane for me to play them for the reasons I do since most have one real purpose in mind touching them, which means others tend to assume I must be a sex fiend or something. Hard not to when you can hear erotic sounds coming out of my computer most of the time due to the games I am generally playing these days.

ERP... I actually tried that once or twice. There is an online community that was more well known years back, Second Life, that offers a lot of RP including ERP. I went to it expecting it to be more... interactive, sort of like a realistic world you can interact with. I ended up finding out it is just lengthy paragraphs of text. People didn't really like my ERP since I tended to focus on terrorist plots or other such things, I found the sex itself to be such a mundane act that I barely could say anything about it. How people can make paragraphs out of a static act like sex is beyond me.

Quite curious indeed. As said, I am in this odd niche whereby I want to play the female and avoid rape. Essentially, it ends up being a lot like a roguelike, since instead of instant death you instead gain consequences (ideally stuff like pregnancy or decreased stats). This leads to a sort of exciting adventure, as opposed to one focused fully on challenge and survival. In a way, it is almost like my casual resting place, though of course I love things being so brutally impossible that you are rarely going to make it anywhere.

In fact, recently I have started creating my own "hardcore dungeon" to make the game even more brutal. Enemies that can knock you down in one hit, but require a lot to die themselves, and in giant mobs of about 40 per room. Needless to say, you have little hope.

As weird as it sounds, I prefer sex to killing since I can end up with this whole sub-goal. Though generally the stuff I can enjoy usually involves killing those trying to rape you. Needless to say, nice nurses and peaceful scenes are far from what I want. If there is ever a "sick depraved rape game involving a woman being stuck in a gory representation of Hell, complete with anatomically correct body parts representing various rooms in grotesque detail" you can imagine it working for me. There is just something about the emotional impact that is missing with guns, it never quite has that dire feeling. I guess it is the difference between Doom and Thief. Doom you are a powerhouse, Thief you are someone who could be easily overpowered but by using strategy you may succeed. I prefer the latter, so in a way rape games are an odd extension of that, the powerlessness represented.

I will say there is definitely a sort of fine balance to walk there. I am looking for an interactive game, not something to watch and beat off to. This means games with lengthy sex sequences you just watch are actually pretty negative for me, I prefer something quick and punishing, something with a bit of a struggle mechanic, something. This is why Oblivion passing out bothered me so much, sitting still and waiting isn't for me. And due to how the fatigue was draining, it was pretty unavoidable with the setup I had.

For comparison, the nameless game has a point whereby you will be sent back to camp if the enemies rape you too much. I hope they can extend things in the future, I would love a durability system or to lose items on failure, just something to make the consequences more punishing then being unable to complete a dungeon. But it is something in the right direction and far better than say respawning right next to the boss like so many other games have done. Combine this with a modifiable system, worst case scenario I can try to figure out how to make a brutally painful dungeon with a lot of seeded content.

Erotica is a bit of a weird irony, especially in America, where it is fair game to show a lot of gore but pornography is sort of seen as the forbidden thing. I know that is how it was for me as a kid, could see anything as long as it didn't have nudity. Which is pretty funny to think about, sex is more abnormal and has to be hidden more than violently murdering armies of individuals with a chainsaw. Say you played a violent game at school or work, they wouldn't really care. But a pair of breasts would be quite the issue.

On the one hand, there is a huge variety, but on the other they are quite limited to small development teams. Usually it is one person, always indie since publishers can't support this stuff. Patreon has been hammering down on certain topics (namely rape), so it can feel much like the world is against me. Also note while there are a lot of genres as described, most are either pretty flawed or only have a couple titles. Visual novels, censored Japanese games, text adventure games, and very barebones RPG Maker games pervade the industry. Finding something enjoyable can be quite the hunt.

Oh yes, I know all about Custer's Revenge in particular and that adult Space Invaders. Personally, I am not sure how people can find pixels arousing. A big problem is that when you realize pixels are hollow shapes with nothing inside, and see clipping issues, you end up feeling the sex is falling flat.

Oh yes, I noticed that message. So apparently they are our connection to Fandom in general. At least that is how I read it. We can ask him if we run into issues or questions I guess. I would be scared if I don't know how to edit a page after all this time, but maybe he will become a punching bag after Wikia changes things in a way that breaks everything again. It would be quite useful to know just how far we can go without violations of the TOS in regards to CSS, there are plenty of things I would do there if Wikia wasn't so stringent on what you could and couldn't do. It is a shame the intended view is one only registered people can see and only if they fixed up their CSS.

Who knows, maybe they are also here for sensibility insurance. They want to make sure I am not being discriminated against even if I am "mentally challenged". This can be a whole new era for us, one involving #FeelOurWay. This is just what we needed, a guy making sure Quake doesn't offend anyone.