Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1496755-20180827202615/@comment-3547390-20190602025005

Very crazy to think about indeed, never would have assumed Bulgaria would have been such a place for a curious prank.

Indeed, I have a lot of experience with random things, even if I find most of it terrible due to being a horrible cynic. I am not really sure if I could consider myself a nerd, I think it is more autist, a sort of deeper level that makes it quite difficult to really connect with most. You may be somewhat social, but you are able to listen and have words of wisdom, and also can appreciate niche interests quite well.

Except that isn't really possible for me, I pretty much have myself set on a track and need to do things in an order, I can't just jump around recklessly. Sort of why I end up playing a bunch of adult games in the first place. It would certainly be easier finding a game in a collection of thousands than possibly a hundred or so games that offer more gameplay than clicking "next". Yeah, the adult game industry can be rather frustrating, much like Thief fan missions it seems people often just like what they get due to it being uncommon to get anything really great. Note what I want is sort of the antithesis anyway, rape avoidance pretty much is avoiding the precise reason most people touch it, making it sort of counter-intuitive to most.

That pretty much sums it up. Alien Quest is alright, but due to being a linear shooter, it ends up with the same exact issue and reasoning behind why I don't play Quake a million times. Escape from Titan sounds promising, but then again it is a very early beta without any sound or much more than two robots that can teleport you back to the start, so it is currently worthless. Malise and the Machine I have a bit of a love/hate relationship with, I love the clothing damage and the dark ambience, but find myself getting frustrated with enemy drops since you pretty much rely on specific drops to solve tedious puzzles, so I end up getting frustrated and stopping really quickly. There is every RPG Maker game ever made, but the problem with all of them is the feeling of wack-a-mole, there is never really a good balance of challenge. Either you will get a bunch of potions and spam your way to victory, or you will lose due to some bad RNG, but it never really feels like an actual game. NudeSpace had promise as a 3d action game, but the big problem is that once again it is linear, you can tell where all the spawns will be as the whole focus is repetitive. Subject can be a bit intriguing, but the main issue is it is extremely story based, which means a lot of dialogue and no replayability.

Procedural generation seems almost necessary for a game to really have that sustainability I need. Trap Quest is one of the greatest, but as said it is text based, and I find games without any sort of sound can get depressing after a bit. You could ignore adult stuff to just do Minecraft, but every time I touch it I am just reminded of the need to kill my internet and the cloud based nature, which leads to it feeling less welcoming and enjoyable. There is also Enlit3d's nameless dungeon adventure, but the problem is sort of two-fold there. There are maze-like dungeons that worked great, but now the game is focusing more on linear predictable romps due to people complaining about backtracking. Add to the fact that there is barely any challenge since sex restores your health and sex is what happens on death and you pretty much end up feeling like it is relatively mindless.

I just want an adult game with challenge and procedural generation, ideally with the focus being a female protagonist being raped. But it seems procedural generation is mostly used to just generate in random girls in most adult titles, it is so rare to find a title with actual generation. Add to the fact that the most popular type of game outside of VNs, turn-based RPG battles (as opposed to live action, which can be fine) end up feeling like a tedious game of wack-a-mole, and it becomes a struggle to find that adult game with decent gameplay. Then you find one and it is too linear. I think I would not be disposing something if I found that ideal situation, but until then I am stuck in an endless series of relatively linear games.

That does make sense, pleasure is a sort of sacred and precious thing, which violence is expected to just sort of exist. Regardless, I would love a stealth based title around avoiding rape, I feel if Thief had something like that with procedural generation it would be reaching perfection. I guess the problem is also that adult games, while always sort of around, have only become more common recently. Until a couple years ago, it was limited to poser programs. Needless to say, it is almost like the adult gaming industry is behind... which is odd when you think that porn leads the way fdorward.

Donkey porn, shrugs, it is something he loves to talk about.

Meanwhile I have been trying more games in my endless hunt. Tried some RPG maker titles in the hopes of getting past my gripes, but the problem is that the game ends up being a slightly more fancy visual novel than anything. I feel like I am rarely given choices in these games. I endlessly praise Trap Quest, I really wish there was some visual alternative as that is pretty much all I need. Ideally with somewhat of a different story context, nitpicking I am not a fan of it being conceptually in the mind and that you get the ability to stop the simulation at any time (which I assume had to be added due to Patreon as it didn't exist in earlier versions). But other than that, give me a workable interface with some sound effects and less text and I think it would do better than anything else I have found.