Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1496755-20171111143841/@comment-1496755-20180207180227

(sigh) Okay, if you don't want to go back, you don't have to go back. It's not like the fate of the world is hanging by a thread or anything. I was just trying to help you with your Star Wars thing. It's your thing, so you make the rules, obviously. I just pitch in where I can, trying not to be obtrusive. And no, I'm not telling you to "continue to suffer" - I always emphasize that YOU make the decisions. I have mentioned quite a few times that if you have enough control to skip something you don't like, you should totally skip it and not feel bad about it. I'd be the last person to tell you that you've done something wrong. Yes, OCD can get in the way, I have a fairly good idea how incapacitating it can be, and I constantly wish it could just *pop* and go away, so that you can be happy.

The reason I admire your tenacity is exactly because I know you don't like DOS stuff. And yet you find the strength to push as far as you do. This is a strength I often lack.

And no, I'm not "bragging" - I'm just sharing. For all these years you should have learned that you are one of the VERY few people I can talk to freely, about any topic. From the most serious, to the silliest ones. And this is something many other people can't afford, despite all the "social networking" that supposedly keeps us connected. I know I can be quirky, weird, confusing and all sorts of other stuff... but I'd absolutely never do or say anything with the intention of harming you. When you have very few friends, you learn to value them and do whatever you can to be supportive. Yeah, it doesn't always work as intended, sometiems it blows up in my face... life isn't perfect.

I'm sorry you are going through all this misery. I am doing my best to help... but I have my limits, just like anyone else.