Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1496755-20171111143841/@comment-3547390-20180209171609

You know, I get sort of like that if I allow myself to be. I usually adapt if I haven't touched it in a bit, but if it moves again it becomes quite the torment.

I am a bit different. As irrational as it may sound, since "you don't even care about the game or will beat it legitimately", I could never go around spoiling endings. It doesn't matter how terrible the game is, I don't want anything spoiled unless I have seen it. Makes things that much more complicated. It just is that unless I have experienced it myself, it holds no value to me, and instead stresses me out. You offering a way to make it to the end stressed me out. The biggest issue is most people don't respect this and will start spoiling things to the point I need to distance myself from them.

Truthfully, I find myself hating human communications in general more and more because of the gamble of them saying something I do not wish to deal with. It goes further than my OCD, I personally don't like butchering games I haven't played by hearing all about them. Most can't grasp that and wish to talk about what they wish to talk about, regardless of my feelings on the matter.

I know what you mean. I isolate myself as much as possible at work. Outside of work, I try to be nice to people, but find myself snapping more and more because others anger me. They don't respect my needs, plus call for extreme expectations. They rush me, they stress me out, and they make life hell. Ergo, I eliminate them. The more I do this, the more I realize people are shit and I should seek as little communication as possible. It isn't fair what people will try doing to me, especially when I am rather communicative about my issues.

The main thing I notice about normal people is that they demand you to change to conform to them. And I just can't do that. Then there are those that expect you to torture yourself unnecessarily for them. All I ask for is acceptance, caring, and devotion. I guess the latter asks for similar, but pushing yourself into misery is not exactly what I ask of others.

Look when I used to do Quake levels consistently. I had constant pressure from people. And that seems to go with whatever I do. People make everything into a crisis as they hate my pacing. All because I suck as a human being and cannot have the pacing the rest of the world has.

Indeed it does. Can't believe how much time has passed.