Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1496755-20180827202615/@comment-1496755-20190418202547

You know, I feel a bit dark around this particular part of the year too, due to the close proximity of several dates associated with various... things. Too much stuff to think about, even though I try hard not to think about them at all. It's good that it will pass by the start of next week. People love to say "just don't think about the things that make you gloomy" but it's not like they have to follow their own advice. I'd love to see that!

Heh, imagine if there was a Nobel Prize for psychology. The councilor who manages to decode you owuld be the first to get it. "Hey, aren't you Dr. Dunkelmeister, the one who found out what's wrong with the menace to society known as Deathstalker? Such an honor!" I suppose poetry could help, if you are absolutely and brutally honest with yourself while writing it.

Since I don't have home-related issues anymore, I guess all my concern revolve around work. It is okay most of the time, except for these weird periods when things pile on top of one another and I don't know where top start and how to find time to do everything at once. As if expecting an important visit next month wasn't enough, we were also warned that we might get a "secret customer" or something like this sent by the Ministry of Education, to check if our level of service is up to standards. I hope we don't become paranoid because of this...

Nude mods... curious. I remember back in the day when people spoke (always in whispers) about the legemndary nude patch for Tomb Raider - something I never care about, since I'm one of those weirdos that don't play the game because of the female flesh on screen. OCD + sex addiction. Now that has to be worth two Nobel Prizes in psychology. Keep your hands where I can see them!

The only "explicit" content in games that could get me somewhat excited was the gory stuff... one of my obsessions used to be (and sometimes still is) to be careful not to gib corpses, so that there would be more dead bodies lying around (this is especially true for games where gibs disappear after a while, Quake being one of them). This would often have a negative effect on the entertainment as I'd try to be extra careful, use weaker weapons than I should, etc. I think I have overcome this obsession quite a bit over the last decade. I don't mind blowing enemies up so much nowadays.

Heh heh, if there is any valid reason to skip a prom, a Rammstein concert is definitely one. They have a new album on the way, I don't know if you've heard. They released a new clip and it already managed to get people offended.

Lore is a delicate thing. You'd often hope a newer game would help clarify it, but in fact it obfuscates things even more. This was my experience with Descent 3 and its expansion - they made the overall series lore more confusing to me. I am having trouble piecing together a proper timeline of the events. And it used to seem so clear before... sigh. I hope Morrowind doesn't confuse me too much when I get to it, eventually.

There is one feature of the Windows 10 I have at work that annoys me a lot. It is a feature that only affects people using more than one language. In Windows 7, switching between English and Bulgarian is individual for each program - I can keep typing in English here, while simultaneously using the Cyrillic alphabet in MS Word, for example. But in Win 10, it's a global thing. If I switch my language in Word, it will also be switched when I start typing in my browser. And this often leads to the situation where I type a whole long sentence, just to suddenly realize it's in the wrong alphabet. So I have to retype it, which only causes anxiety and frustration.