Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1915529-20140702204420/@comment-3547390-20140908022010

Oh, that is different. I thought you just saw something living and you couldn't stand to see something that innocent standing by.

You didn't kill anyone, but you have fought people? How have you not been arrested? Schools these days are pretty strict, if you broke a bone they probably would go wild. I am surprised you have never had psychological evaluations for defending yourself, after all, a "normal" person is supposed to let the bully beat them up. Maybe Utah schools are less strict, over here anything would result in being found insane. I couldn't write a Christmas song without it terrifying seniors enough to have their parents fearing me being in the same class as them. Honestly, I believe everyone was a pansy and couldn't stand even the slightest amount of free will, so me with my belief of freedom terrified them when I should not have been found threatening.

If you beat someone up, you risk getting arrested. In elementary, you just get suspended, and I spent more time out of school than in school due to such problems. One time I risked getting arrested for fighting a kid while having a pencil in my hand because I was walking back to class from taking a test. High school was more psychological, less physical but more mental.

I am not subtle. I wish I was. I can't understand people, so I could never learn to work to people's weaknesses. However, I find it simple to simply avoid all human contact. Life is made to torture you in particular, everyone else is going to have the advantage of using you, so the best thing is to remove yourself from the picture. Then people wonder why I hate them. They force me to be anti-social as the alternative is being a sucker and letting everyone use me or risk losing stuff myself. In school, I did all the work on group projects due to the fear of getting a bad grade. I would tell the teacher, but none cared about my problems. After all those years, I am not exactly excited about interacting with the world any more. But now I have a choice, I can avoid communicating with such people and spend my life in a hollow shell, not gaining success or happiness but also not being abused for my success or happiness. Yet I am not supposed to hate mankind for such things, for giving me the ultimatum of either being a tool or a husk? For deeming me a monster, when all I wanted to do was live? For ignoring my voice, when I cried out for help? Funny thing is, I was told it was just school, but after school ended I went to work. I was told to sit in a room by myself so nobody would have to deal with me, I was told how I embarrassed the company on numerous occasions, and was told how I did a job so simple I could be replaced by a monkey. I worked six days a week, ten hours a day, yet didn't receive the slightest bit of appreciation by anybody. So I just did my job, but it showed that being ostracized was not just something I was going to face during school, but for the rest of my life.

Similarly, the above is why I am a sadist. If I can't be part of humanity, why should I mourn the death of another? I celebrate the deaths of those I hate and laugh at the pain of those I don't know, the latter being people that would probably hate me if they knew me. The reason I don't ever touch Facebook again is because the last things I said was about being happy about someone who killed himself. He was a jerk in life, constantly teasing me and being a bully, so I wrote how I was happy that there was one less jerk that I had to deal with. Yet for some reason I shouldn't have been happy to see someone else kill themselves, so I got berated by most of my peers and received numerous death threats. I just added them to the mental list of people that I hated and moved on, yet the school decided that I needed to be evaluated for such things. Afterwards I decided not to say anything on Facebook as it wasn't worth the risk of suspension, now I just don't do it as there is nobody that I care about anyway. Best thing that could happen would be me going on there and finding they all got killed in some mass shooting, yet of course they would find some way to bite me. Probably I would be accused of shooting everyone, simply because of that comment.

Cats hate me. As a child I lived in a house with more than 10 cats. I would wake up with scratches across my body. If I spoke too loud, one of the cats would leap on my ear and try to rip it off. They often would growl and hiss at me. The ones that didn't could care less about my existence, avoiding me at all costs. I lived with more than 10 cats in a small house of about 5-6 rooms, yet they were never in the room I was in.

So, I have hatred for people and cats, both due to trying to bother with them only to receive coldness and hatred. Everyone gets picked on, not everyone gets sent for evaluations and get shunned by everyone they talk to in real life.

In other news... I found the scientific term for binding books in human skin. - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anthropodermic_bibliopegy

Plus... this is why you don't sing Frank Sinatra in the Philippines, plus how karaoke can be deadly - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/My_Way_killings

EDIT: After lots of procrastination, I finally continue the Heretic series. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0Rm2wbR9Po&feature=youtu.be