Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1496755-20171111143841/@comment-3547390-20180722014213

Quite the intriguing combination of numbers. Well, hopefully this ends soon so life can get easier.

Pretty much what I mean. At least later I could say it was my tastes, my inability to care about defying social norms, and stuff like that. But in elementary school, I have legitimately no idea why I was targeted. I remember a specific time one of my biggest bullies attacked me and we were sent to the office. I tried talking to him and asked him why he targeted me. His answer was "I don't know". That is the best answer I got.

"around for entertainment". That is perhaps the most relatable thing I have ever heard. That usually tends to be how people treat me, I am that amusement that is quirky enough to be funny. Things I say easily become the popular running jokes in whatever group I am in. They usually give up on me because I am pessimistic and will spend more time complaining than amusing them with my wild mindset. My life is rather depressing for the simple reason that I cannot properly do much and yet can't really ask for help because people cannot believe I am as incompetent as I am. Martial arts, family, work, random people... everyone ends up telling me "stop pretending, you can't be this unable to do things". It hurts that much more when you aren't pretending, when you are a failure to an unbelievable level.

In general, I really hate female vocals. They need to be classical or a certain style, basically less boisterous. It just all sounds rough to me. Evanescence is particularly bad, every song sounds exactly the same and she tends to wail. Based on the fact that this is the stuff that goths would listen to, this is why I could never be goth. Depressing, we get a genre that offers potential, but the conventional sound is just playing up to pop standards.

I could care less about stripes. Give me a pink shirt, I probably wouldn't care, granted it fit. The reason I mention goth is because people have recently accused me of being that for wearing black t-shirts. My hair is pretty straight and thick, hair cutters usually comment about how hard it is to cut my hair in comparison to the average person due to how resistant it is. Needless to say, it can get very hot very quickly. Furthermore, I just cannot handle the hair around my ears at all, it can cause me to break down while being unable to concentrate on much else.

It is curious how tastes change over time. I remember when I would have said that songs had to have choruses to be musical. Now it is more the opposite, I prefer something with as little repetition as possible, granted it can keep my attention for the entirety of it. Too many songs have slow points.

I always have my music player shuffled, so I never really confined myself in such a way. Dark and angry music tends to bore me because they are just going for that "I hate the world" vibe while playing basic guitar riffs and including some lyrics video with shaky text to show they are REALLY mad. There is just some disconnection, like you can tell it is a guy in a studio screaming over a guitar track.


 * Let's Scream About The End of the World!!!
 * Let's Scream about PLUTO!!!
 * Let's Scream About....uh....I HATE YOU!!!!!
 * Let's Scream About GETTING LOST IN A HOTEL!!!
 * Let's Scream About...INCOMPREHENSIBLE!!!!
 * THOSE SHITHEADS EJACULATE BITCH YOU FUCKER I KILLED A BABY IN A FUCKING ROLLERCOASTER
 * AUF DIESER WELT GIBT ES NICHTS WAS ICH NICH FURCHTE!!!

I have tried numerous times to get involved in coding, I just lack the attention span to remember all these values. I can edit things as needed as it is just a matter of figuring out what does what, but I can't write from scratch.

Pretty much what needs to happen for these closed-source mods to be worth the effort. If they are a complete package, they are worth playing on the server, but otherwise they are just one or two minimal changes.

Hard to claim it makes things harder when you can heal by punching and can punch so fast you can face a Spider Mastermind with just your fists. Or, you know, the whole berserk effect meaning you are safe from attacks and can kill even Barons with relative ease.

I want to say the crimson vortex was some test someone did, but I honestly can't be sure. In any event, I do recall how it used to be far worse. I remember when I started there were no proper level pages, you had E1M1-E1M3 with a quick summary and a broken infobox. Ironically, this is why I joined back then, since I felt like joining something built up would result in me not knowing what to do or butting heads with their standards. Imagine trying to add mod pages, but not being allowed because they want to limit it to the vanilla game. I just was never really happy with the policies of various Wikia's and how they treated modding content in particular. I guess you could say that what I have been doing lately has ironically been what I have been working to for the last near decade. Most Wikias would just throw custom monsters on the mod page while ironically having data thrown everywhere; it just doesn't give off the same vibe as a nice detailed examination of the new content. Basically the basis for the whole "separate but equal" idea we have been working off on for years now. This in turn is why it was harder to get the standards set up, we had no real comparable source as others don't really meet our standards. I made it my determination to help make this the best Wikia and, as far as I am aware, we are. Maybe not in terms of users, but in terms of content, and we have also managed to keep this place from becoming dead just by using this as our discussion area.

See, the nice thing about categories is that they are libraries. As time goes on, we will get more custom enemies and get a nice collection of them all in one category. Same for various resources. It just is a lot nicer than barely any info about the mod and definitely no info about the things you face.