Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1496755-20171111143841/@comment-1496755-20180724213741

I don't know about stuff getting easier - once we're done enlisting students, I'll have to enter them into that glitchy database I told you about :P

Well, this sounds oddly familiar. I never knew why people would pick on me... at best I'd get a "You're weird" response and that'd be all. And that usually made me feel worse about it because if there was a specific reason, I could do something about it. So the only things I could do was to keep a low profile or repel people by deliberately appearing crazy.

I had a feeling you'd be familiar with the all "for the entertainment" phenomenon. Just as you describe, it is a very superficial thing, people don't take you seriously or listen to what you have to say like it matters. People who call themselves my friends would always talk about how fun ti is to be with me... but would never bother calling me to go somewhere or just talk about something. This makes me see their friendship as fake... or at least pretty shallow.

I visited my folks recently and they wre watching some music channel - modern rock/metal songs. Most modern stuff isn't very good. In fact, my dad thinks it's all bland and lacking melody. I tend to agree about most of them. Good thing they play some older stuff from time to time. But as a whole there's a ton of new bands whose names we can't even remember because they are so forgettable.

Yeah, good ol' screaming - if nothing else, at least you'll show your listeners that you have superior vocal cord strength.