Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1496755-20180827202615/@comment-3547390-20190508212031

I am quite glad.

I still don't really have much hope or happiness. Things just keep falling apart more and more for me.

See, now that is precisely the type of stuff I like. I like continuation in some way, thereby allowing for more exploration and an ever running story instead of save scumming. Or you just play a roguelike and question if you can live more than 5 minutes.

The fatigue was drained more due to mods, but the actual system is the vanilla game. You CAN pass out and be out of fatigue in the original game, it just doesn't easily occur unless you had a ton of diseases.

It is definitely a more frustrating mechanic. Actually, mod makers seem to enjoy more the idea of consensual or submissive sex, so they design things with more scripting. You are more likely to find "Hey you, give me sex" in a scripted scene than just someone rushing up to you and raping you. As said, the two systems that can be set up to allow it just are... shaky... at best to the point it is annoying to play. Meanwhile Oblivion got it perfect, you just pass out. You are also right... mods tend to make things more frustrating, they just never feel as functional as a regular game would. And as said, regular adult games are really... terrible. We need more adult FPS games, RPG RNG means there is little skill and you end up never getting that proper avoidance factor.

You are quite right there, there is definitely a sort of powerful emotion, especially with Rosenrot. My music can definitely be defined as "depressive".

I am not really one who hides my feelings or behavior, which in turn amplifies my eccentric nature. I just enjoy being myself. And I believe saying "no" is a sign of respect, I rather that than beating around the bush only to blame someone for being upset later. I try to be very communicative about my dislikes. I just hate most things. However, I am not really someone who hurts people, I have been said to have the nature of a saint. Totally innocent, I am more likely to be hurt than ever hurt someone else, especially intentionally (since unintentionally I can through autism).