Thread:Vorknkx/@comment-3547390-20161116194210/@comment-3547390-20161206163537

Hooray, I am a dork, for I lack the intelligence to be clustered with the all-exclusive nerd cult. I also enjoy similar fashion statements.

Yeah, I live relatively close to a city so I am involved with many ethnicities. Racism was a big thing in my schools growing up, I could get in trouble just by having one of these other ethnicities say something. It didn't matter if it was true or not, nor that they used white racial slurs, all that mattered was that they said I said it and so I had to jump through hoops. Needless to say, I haven't had the best of experiences with people of other races.

I suffer from an insane amount of paranoia of accumulating debt, meaning for the last few years I pretty much have danced around to avoid going to college like a normal person. As I have said, it ended up working out in the end for me, all I had to do was be patient and build it so they would come. Who is the question. Who.

I have tried. I have tried a few times. There is so much stuff offered out there that I felt I had to give it a try. But I just can't like it. The animation style, the pacing, everything is just off and unappealing. Should come as no surprise coming from me, sometimes I really wonder if I am a horrible cynic. I find I enjoy very little and find a lot I find frustrating. Outside of certain circles, it feels like everything is terrible, even though I devote more time to being outside my normal circles to hopefully embrace said other styles. Most music I find I hate, even in genres I like, and so it comes as a great surprise when I find a song I actually like. Sometimes I wonder if I could even like a new game or if I just enjoy what I have played for years. Yet no matter how much I force myself, I can't like other things. Guess I am doomed to hate 99% of what exists and only have passion for that last 1%.