Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-24111404-20150424213130/@comment-3547390-20150426221956

Honestly, I don't usually write this much about my feelings. Usually when people ask me about my thoughts I give a vague answer as I feel they wouldn't understand or that it wouldn't help the situation.

It is definitely hard. You don't wake up one day and say I will stop all feelings. You just need to start realizing that these people around you will not matter in a few years, that their existence doesn't matter to your goal now, and that you never had reason to care about them. I just suggest keeping your apathy under control, I came under a lot of heat and was sent to be mentally evaluated (one of the big reasons I stopped using social media) after I put up some posts celebrating the death of someone who had done nothing but bully me. I don't believe in being nice, even in death, if you were a jerk to me in life. So basically I was like "good riddance, at least now he can't be a thorn in my side and insult me constantly. One less bully at my school!".

It is all a matter of learning what you can get away with. Start off small, then get more extreme as you go. I would pretend to be a Jamaican and bang my bongos while at my lunch table. Suddenly having nobody to sit with me was a good thing, they would have been sitting on my bongo drums.