Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1496755-20170225142933/@comment-3547390-20170312035825

Indeed!

Anyway, I think I am going to take a hiatus from Doom, not sure when I am going to start it back up or if there is a guarantee it will start up again. I think I recall why I got fed up with Doom and stopped before now. These PWADs often have things that I just don't know how to get and result in me spamming every wall to figure it out. Or it is broken and doesn't work regardless of what I do. I don't know what I am doing half the time and it feels like lately I have been botching the series more than anything, look at the number of maps where I end up resorting to Noclipping because I missed one wall that I could have spammed or whatnot. I am doing the series a disservice by playing the level, reaching the end, then cheating to find stuff because I am too terrible to find it on my own. I have too much paranoia about things breaking to spend hours looking and feel terrible at how frequent it is starting to occur. Needless to say, I need to stop, because I am just too incompetent at this point to even bother.

This is another reason I loathe puzzles, hidden buttons, or any of that stuff. Either it ends up broken and I end up frustrating myself for no reason, I figure it out and it turns out to be some garbage mechanic I got frustrated with during the process, or I end up resorting to tearing apart everything in desperation and hate myself for not finding out the answer properly afterwards. Pretty much, I can't win and have a bunch of scenarios where it makes me a lot more miserable.