Thread:Vorknkx/@comment-3547390-20170901233307/@comment-3547390-20170907184528

Thank you Raadec. It just gets hard when I have nothing to say and so it starts feeling like everyone is talking over me. I can't relate to Vorknkx's experiences, so I have little to nothing to say or contribute. I have zero experience in life and this in turn makes it impossible for me to work with various conversation topics. I don't know how to react, what to say, or what might be appropriate to conversations involving plumbing and woodpeckers. I have no witty jokes, I have no relational experiences, and so I feel completely out of place.

The one thing I could try to respond to was the question asked directly to me, though it is on a subject I am not even that aware of or can really understand. Your response didn't make much sense to me and just increased my confusion.

I feel alienated because I have nothing to say, no way to contribute. I tried waiting for you guys to respond to each other, but that resulted in me feeling more and more left out. It gets horribly annoying when all I can say is "I see" or "Alright". At best I can ramble about myself, which is good but then results in me appearing self-centered to the point that I could care less about anyone else. Combine this with a bad memory that means I will forget most details we converse about and I fear I just appear entirely uncaring to anyone else.