Thread:Deathstalker666/@comment-1915529-20120712125232/@comment-3547390-20120723123014

Lucky you didn't have any problems. Here they have always had problems with me since the second grade. Back then whenever I got an answer wrong I would snap my finger and say "shoot". I was accused of threatening to shoot the teacher.

I think the school shootings really gave schools over here paranoia. Any small thing they percieve as a threat suddenly becomes something they must deal with. I could tell you stories since that first incident that I remember, but it pretty much clarifies itself there. No matter how innocent I was, I was always the villan. Other kids pretty much jumped on it like a bunch of savage animals, so I soon was the enemy of the entire school district (it went higher than the principal at least, a lot of issues put me on bad terms with the administrators).

I tend to like darker things for some mysterious reason. Anything too happy and pacifiist appears to just be kissing up to God or something. I was watching horror movies since age 5 and probably have watched a good deal more than the average person over here in their lifetime (for quite a while it was a nightly thing to do). Sadly stetching to horror literature never worked, maybe I have only seen young adult literature with that category but I hate the simplistic style of writing of those books in the school library. I prefer Shakespeare or something of that style. With my like for FPS games, it can be said that those are probably the goriest popular style compared to RPG (Age of Conan is the only one with blood or guts I hear), RTS (Most unit enemies just fall over), or Survival Horror (Often there are more puzzles than enemies). I mean, there is a lot more to my liking of FPS games (after all, new school might have more realistic blood and yet I have a hatred for those titles), but it is funny that once more it is the goriest you could get with straight on action. I like metal music, especially death metal. There is a long explaination why I view that as the best metal, and yet as usual the themes of that genre focus on blood and death.

Whenever I write poetry or stories (a lot more poetry, I am pretty bad at writing creative writing literature as it means you have to follow regulations and conventions that I don't believe in (I write experimental I guess, then again the style I try to write in is more similar to old school video game styles, with things such as lack of back story to make the player feel they are the character.)) A good number of it was dark (I think I have changed a bit though, there was a phase when I wanted to be extremely raw in my style with extreme anger and thus terrified people whenever they wanted to listen). So people could percieve me as being just a dark character and one to be wary of, which many are. All because of my interests and writing style I have been viewed as evil. Yeah, you definately are lucky to get appeal from writing dark pieces.